I didn’t get much writing done this week. And what I did do is not ready to post yet. But I’ve been toying with the idea of a weekly post and today I settled on calling it Friday Feelings.
Consider it a weekly emotional check in. Like friends sitting in the coffee shop. I’d love to know how you are feeling too.
I experienced a variety of emotions this week. Happiness of course, I feel healthy both physically and mentally. I’m more capable to do the things I need and want to do. I’ve been sad and of course I’ve been a bit angry.
One emotion has been present through all of my activities this week. I’ve been afraid. I’m terrified of stepping into this new future I am creating for myself. I have plans to delve into this feeling more. So I am just checking in here and telling you as it happens.
My fear revolves around these questions? What if I start something new and fail? What if I get sick again? What if all these personal improvements I have made aren’t enough? What will life look like 5 years from now?
I think these are all questions we ask ourselves at one time or another. For the last year and a half I have been extremely focused on my health and now it’s really time for action. Action is scary.
For the weekend I am going to try to put this fear in old. I want to enjoy the health that I have, spend time with friends and have fun.
How are you feeling this week? Has one emotion seem to be present over all the others? I’d love to chat, this is a safe place.